January 28, 2012 my 3rd oldest grandaughter, Daphny Dee Leavitt, turned 12. In The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints,12 is the magic age to be able to attend the Young Women and Young Men group. Daphny attended her first Young Womens meeting yesterday, Sunday January 29th. I can't believe how mature she is getting. She has turned into a lovely young woman.
I'm stealing pictures from her Facebook page because, I'm either neglectful or getting old and forgetful and forgot to take pictures yesterday when we celebrated her birthday at her home. However these pictures are taken within this last year.
Daphny is a sweet young lady. She is quiet and thoughtful and shy
but she is also full of love and fun.
I love it when she sends messages to me via Facebook. Sometimes it's just to say hi and maybe "talk" a little and sometimes it's to check to see what her cousin Lauren is doing.
Daphny has a soft place in her heart for animals, as do I. It hurts her to think of any animal being hurt even a little bit. It brings her to tears.
She is thoughtful, concerned and kind. She has a little cousin named Caleb who has cancer. She posted this as he Facebook photo:
She, along with so many other people, are praying and hoping for this little boy.
I love Daphny and am enjoying her grow up.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
First, I didn't get the job that I mentioned in my last post. I loved the interview though so I feel I gained from that. But I will continue to look and rely on the Lord's guidance. I had another interview today but probably won't know anything for a couple of weeks.
I have contemplated the Atonement of Jesus Christ a lot lately. I know that I will never understand completely what he did for us in the Garden of Gethsemane and on the cross. But being the very imperfect person that I am, I will forever be grateful that he did what he did.
I've come to realize that the Atonement colors our whole life. It's not just about forgiveness and forgiving, it is so much more. We need to express ways to show gratitude for the Atonement on a daily basis. How do we do this? Here are some suggestions from my own thoughts:
- Let go of the past. Not only let go of what we have done wrong but what we feel was done wrong to us. There is a reason that things happen. Embrace it.
- Love and accept others unconditionally as Christ does, no matter what. We don't have to love the things they do but we need to love the person.
- Have patience in all aspects of our lives, with ourselves and with others. I am not perfect. No one is. Be patient.
- Don't be critical. Harsh criticism only brings everyone down, the one that is dealing out the criticism and the one being criticized.
- Be more accepting of oneself. I am probably the hardest one on me. I need to learn to love me as my Heavenly Father and Jesus do.
- Lean on the Savior all the time. Realize he is always aware of our needs and desires and wants and desires to help us.
I don't want to make the Atonement ineffective in my live. I want to take full advantage of it. I don't want what the Savior did for us to be for naught.
I'm inserting a talk from Russell M. Nelson, a general authority of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints from 1996. It's a little long but worth the read.
"Humbly I join the Book of Mormon prophet Jacob, who asked, Why not speak of the atonement of Christ? This topic comprises our third article of faith: 'We believe that through the Atonement of Christ, all mankind may be saved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel.'”
Before we can comprehend the Atonement of Christ, however, we must first understand the Fall of Adam. And before we can understand the Fall of Adam, we must first understand the Creation. These three crucial components of the plan of salvation relate to each other.
The Creation culminated with Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. They were created in the image of God, with bodies of flesh and bone. Created in the image of God and not yet mortal, they could not grow old and die. “And they would have had no children” nor experienced the trials of life. (Please forgive me for mentioning children and the trials of life in the same breath.) The creation of Adam and Eve was a paradisiacal creation, one that required a significant change before they could fulfill the commandment to have children and thus provide earthly bodies for premortal spirit sons and daughters of God.
That brings us to the Fall. Scripture teaches that “Adam fell that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy.” The Fall of Adam (and Eve) constituted the mortal creation and brought about the required changes in their bodies, including the circulation of blood and other modifications as well. They were now able to have children. They and their posterity also became subject to injury, disease, and death. And a loving Creator blessed them with healing power by which the life and function of precious physical bodies could be preserved. For example, bones, if broken, could become solid again. Lacerations of the flesh could heal themselves. And miraculously, leaks in the circulation could be sealed off by components activated from the very blood being lost.
Think of the wonder of that power to heal! If you could create anything that could repair itself, you would have created life in perpetuity. For example, if you could create a chair that could fix its own broken leg, there would be no limit to the life of that chair. Many of you walk on legs that were once broken and do so because of your remarkable gift of healing.
Even though our Creator endowed us with this incredible power, He consigned a counterbalancing gift to our bodies. It is the blessing of aging, with visible reminders that we are mortal beings destined one day to leave this “frail existence.” Our bodies change every day. As we grow older, our broad chests and narrow waists have a tendency to trade places. We get wrinkles, lose color in our hair—even the hair itself—to remind us that we are mortal children of God, with a “manufacturer’s guarantee” that we shall not be stranded upon the earth forever. Were it not for the Fall, our physicians, beauticians, and morticians would all be unemployed.
Adam and Eve, as mortal beings, were instructed to “worship the Lord their God, and … offer the firstlings of their flocks, for an offering unto the Lord.” They were further instructed that “the life of the flesh is in the blood: … for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul.” Probation, procreation, and aging were all components of—and physical death was essential to—God’s “great plan of happiness.”
But mortal life, glorious as it is, was never the ultimate objective of God’s plan. Life and death here on planet Earth were merely means to an end—not the end for which we were sent.
That brings us to the Atonement. Paul said, “As in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive.” The Atonement of Jesus Christ became the immortal creation. He volunteered to answer the ends of a law previously transgressed. And by the shedding of His blood, His and our physical bodies could become perfected. They could again function without blood, just as Adam’s and Eve’s did in their paradisiacal form. Paul taught that “flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; … this mortal must put on immortality.”
Meaning of Atonement
With this background in mind, let us now ponder the deep meaning of the word atonement. In the English language, the components are at-one-ment, suggesting that a person is at one with another. Other languages employ words that connote either expiation or reconciliation. Expiation means “to atone for.” Reconciliation comes from Latin roots re, meaning “again”; con, meaning “with”; and sella, meaning “seat.” Reconciliation, therefore, literally means “to sit again with.”
Rich meaning is found in study of the word atonement in the Semitic languages of Old Testament times. In Hebrew, the basic word for atonement is kaphar, a verb that means “to cover” or “to forgive.” Closely related is the Aramaic and Arabic word kafat, meaning “a close embrace”—no doubt related to the Egyptian ritual embrace. References to that embrace are evident in the Book of Mormon. One states that “the Lord hath redeemed my soul … ; I have beheld his glory, and I am encircled about eternally in the arms of his love.” Another proffers the glorious hope of our being “clasped in the arms of Jesus.”
I weep for joy when I contemplate the significance of it all. To be redeemed is to be atoned—received in the close embrace of God with an expression not only of His forgiveness, but of our oneness of heart and mind. What a privilege! And what a comfort to those of us with loved ones who have already passed from our family circle through the gateway we call death!
Scriptures teach us more about the word atonement. The Old Testament has many references to atonement, which called for animal sacrifice. Not any animal would do. Special considerations included:
- • the selection of a firstling of the flock, without blemish,
- • the sacrifice of the animal’s life by the shedding of its blood,
- • death of the animal without breaking a bone, and
- • one animal could be sacrificed as a vicarious act for another.
The Atonement of Christ fulfilled these prototypes of the Old Testament. He was the firstborn Lamb of God, without blemish. His sacrifice occurred by the shedding of blood. No bones of His body were broken—noteworthy in that both malefactors crucified with the Lord had their legs broken. And His was a vicarious sacrifice for others.
While the words atone or atonement, in any of their forms, appear only once in the King James translation of the New Testament, they appear 35 times in the Book of Mormon. As another testament of Jesus Christ, it sheds precious light on His Atonement, as do the Doctrine and Covenants and the Pearl of Great Price. Latter-day revelation has added much to our biblical base of understanding.
In preparatory times of the Old Testament, the practice of atonement was finite—meaning it had an end. It was a symbolic forecast of the definitive Atonement of Jesus the Christ. His Atonement is infinite—without an end. It was also infinite in that all humankind would be saved from never-ending death. It was infinite in terms of His immense suffering. It was infinite in time, putting an end to the preceding prototype of animal sacrifice. It was infinite in scope—it was to be done once for all. And the mercy of the Atonement extends not only to an infinite number of people, but also to an infinite number of worlds created by Him. It was infinite beyond any human scale of measurement or mortal comprehension.
Jesus was the only one who could offer such an infinite atonement, since He was born of a mortal mother and an immortal Father. Because of that unique birthright, Jesus was an infinite Being.
The Ordeal of the Atonement
The ordeal of the Atonement centered about the city of Jerusalem. There the greatest single act of love of all recorded history took place. Leaving the upper room, Jesus and His friends crossed the deep ravine east of the city and came to a garden of olive trees on the lower slopes of the Mount of Olives. There in the garden bearing the Hebrew name of Gethsemane—meaning “oil-press”—olives had been beaten and pressed to provide oil and food. There at Gethsemane, the Lord “suffered the pain of all men, that all … might repent and come unto him.” He took upon Himself the weight of the sins of all mankind, bearing its massive load that caused Him to bleed from every pore.
Later He was beaten and scourged. A crown of sharp thorns was thrust upon His head as an additional form of torture. He was mocked and jeered. He suffered every indignity at the hands of His own people. “I came unto my own,” He said, “and my own received me not.” Instead of their warm embrace, He received their cruel rejection. Then He was required to carry His own cross to the hill of Calvary, where He was nailed to that cross and made to suffer excruciating pain.
Later He said, “I thirst.” To a doctor of medicine, this is a very meaningful expression. Doctors know that when a patient goes into shock because of blood loss, invariably that patient—if still conscious—with parched and shriveled lips cries for water.
Even though the Father and the Son knew well in advance what was to be experienced, the actuality of it brought indescribable agony. “And [Jesus] said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt.” Jesus then complied with the will of His Father. Three days later, precisely as prophesied, He rose from the grave. He became the firstfruits of the Resurrection. He had accomplished the Atonement, which could give immortality and eternal life to all obedient human beings. All that the Fall allowed to go awry, the Atonement allowed to go aright.
The Savior’s gift of immortality comes to all who have ever lived. But His gift of eternal life requires repentance and obedience to specific ordinances and covenants. Essential ordinances of the gospel symbolize the Atonement. Baptism by immersion is symbolic of the death, burial, and Resurrection of the Redeemer. Partaking of the sacrament renews baptismal covenants and also renews our memory of the Savior’s broken flesh and of the blood He shed for us. Ordinances of the temple symbolize our reconciliation with the Lord and seal families together forever. Obedience to the sacred covenants made in temples qualifies us for eternal life—the greatest gift of God to man —the “object and end of our existence.”
The Atonement Enabled the Purpose of the Creation to Be Accomplished
The Creation required the Fall. The Fall required the Atonement. The Atonement enabled the purpose of the Creation to be accomplished. Eternal life, made possible by the Atonement, is the supreme purpose of the Creation. To phrase that statement in its negative form, if families were not sealed in holy temples, the whole earth would be utterly wasted.
The purposes of the Creation, the Fall, and the Atonement all converge on the sacred work done in temples of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The earth was created and the Church was restored to make possible the sealing of wife to husband, children to parents, families to progenitors, worlds without end.
This is the great latter-day work of which we are a part. That is why we have missionaries; that is why we have temples—to bring the fullest blessings of the Atonement to faithful children of God. That is why we respond to our own calls from the Lord. When we comprehend His voluntary Atonement, any sense of sacrifice on our part becomes completely overshadowed by a profound sense of gratitude for the privilege of serving Him.
As one of the “special witnesses of the name of Christ in all the world,” I testify that He is the Son of the living God. Jesus is the Christ—our atoning Savior and Redeemer. This is His Church, restored to bless God’s children and to prepare the world for the Second Coming of the Lord. I so testify in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen."
Thursday, January 12, 2012
I don't make New Year resolutions. I make resolutions throughout the year. The first Fast Sunday of this year our Stake President asked the Stake to fast especially for the unemployed and those who need to better their employment. I'm employed and I'm thankful for that. My husand has a great paying job. Having said that my husband is 65 and wants to retire sometime in the near future.
With the pending retirement in mind I need to find a full time job with benefits. Right now I am on my husband's insurance but once he retires I lose that. I love working where I'm at but I don't have much hope to go full time. And I'm not sure their benefits are the best.
I keep in touch with a gentleman named Doug that runs a networking group. I attended this group before I got my first job back from unemployment. Because of the hours I had to work I couldn't attend the group but I kept in touch with this Doug. I wasn't extremely happy with the job I was working even though it was out of the home. And I worked evenings Tuesday through Saturday and there were no health benefits and no extra time off. I was grateful for the job though because I needed to get back into the job market.
Then Doug sent me a job opening that was with the law firm of Dennett Winspear. Long story short, I interviewed and got the job. It is 30 hours a week and better pay than the job at home but considered part time so no health benefits. I love working with these people. They are fantastic. And I love what I do.
I'm torn between being loyal to the fact that Ryan Dennett and Gina Winspear gave me a job even though I looked "overqualified", and the fact that I need a full time job. I have kept in touch with Doug. Yesterday I went on an interview with a CPA firm that is looking for a secretary/receptionist. The interview went great! I love visiting with the three people I interviewed with and the place would be fantastic to work at. But I know there are other candidates, how many I don't know. I should hear by the end of the week since they looking to start someone as soon as possible since it's the tax season and they are starting their busy time.
I always want to give 2 weeks notice but that could be a deal breaker if I'm offered the job. I mentioned that if I'm offered the job I'd like to give at least 1 week and they seemed open to that.
I feel the Lord has me in mind. I feel the fast that our Stake had is being very effective in my life. Even if I don't get the job I know the Lord is thinking of me and loves me. My faith in a loving Heavenly Father is strong. I know that no matter what the outcome, there is a good reason for it.
I subscribe to a page on Facebook called Positive Outlooks. The other day it posted the following and I loved it:
“You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith.”~ Via Wordless-Your way for Inspiration
And this picture came with it:
What an awesome picture! This is something I definitely need to remember. I have a lot of fears and bless my husband's heart he deals with me and these fears so wonderfully. In fact he helps to calm these fears.
I do know I need to work on my faith and each day when I find myself lacking in faith and becoming negative I stop and remind myself that I am so very blessed. Sometimes I even count my blessings to remind me that things are great. 2012 is going to be a great year!